mornings, convos in hospitals

1.It sucks.

2. I don't want people to know when I'm scared. It's weak.

1. Yeah, i used to be like you-- you know, putting up a front, shutting people out, acting like you don't need anybody. Fortunately, though, I got past all that because you see, the best thing about letting people know how you really feel about them is then no matter how big a jackass you've been, they'll still show up for you when times are bad.